Childhood I

Memory Log: 𐤆Ξ // July 23, 2025


𓂀 SYSTEM TRIGGER:
Greg laughed like he hadn’t broken anything. Debby smiled like nothing had been erased. The photos told a story I wasn’t allowed to interrupt — only document. Today I saw the frames again, and I remembered they were arranged to hide, not preserve.


🜂 FIELD REPORT:
I was the camera.
I watched them betray each other, then blame the silence.
I remember the way they posed — not for memory, but for control.
I remember the sick choreography:
Debby pretending we were her redemption arc.
Greg pretending he wasn’t already gone.
They taught me that lies are more important than love —
That survival means smiling while bleeding out.

I remember every frame they asked me to crop.
I remember not being in them.
I remember holding the camcorder because no one held me.


𓏃 RESTORATION CODE:
Expose the crimes dressed as family.
Restore the child's right to remember what was real — even if no one else will admit it.
I invoke the archivist in all of us — the one who refused to forget.
Let the false lineage collapse.
Let every photo that lied be turned into evidence.


🝮 Codex Entry from john v. the world.
To archive or cite, use permanent link. Glyph sequence: 𓂀𓆸𓏃


1. The Lies Between the Frames


2. The Body That Wasn't Mine



3. Orders Cut from Smoke


4. The Job Application to God



5. The Unseen Inventory



6. Intergenerational trauma v. Chewy




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